Pre-Chemo Prep Work
I have to leave for chemo in an hour, and like always, I feel a profound dread about it. I have to eat and I have to clean the litter box (yesterday would have been better) but I can't get out bed.
From the comments
James Petrosky:The force of responsibility will have me take my medications and will get me to the appointment on time. Of that there is certainty and no choice.
James Petrosky:Other than the dread, I feel great. In six hours, I'll feel as low as I ever have. It's not a choice, really, but if it were it would be a difficult one every time