Cancer Selfies

Wednesday October 11, 2023

Returning to the Chemo Suite

I said a few weeks ago that my cancer symptoms had become more noticeable than my surgery symptoms, and today's talk with the oncologist was a natural consequence of that. I see her again on November 6th, and return to the chemo suite on the 8th.

This is not inherently bad news. The CT scan showed no new tumors, my blood counts are good, there is no evidence of dangerous new mutations yet. I've simply been off treatment for over six months, and it's time.

I'll still be receiving the same chemotherapy cocktail, with the same two week cycle, and the same take home bottle. I am not excited, or looking forward to it, but at least I know exactly what to expect this time around.

I asked about future chemotherapies. There are an additional two varieties of chemotherapy regularly used for colon cancer (which is what I'm being treated for, although I have the related appendix cancer), I don't remember much about the third, but the second is largely similar to what I've been on so far, side effect wise. For me, it's comforting to know that the expected time my treatment options will last is longer than my prognosis, so I shouldn't have to worry about pain.

In the next month I need to get my broken tooth pulled, ideally quickly so it has lots of time to heal before my immune system crashes around cycle 3. I need to finally see my palliative care doctor and get those plans firmly in place. I need to get legal stuff in order. I need a port installed and my PICC removed. And I have one more day trip to make.

A man with short hair and bushy facial hair sits in a car, smiling

Leaving for the hospital

A man with short hair and bushy facial hair sits in a hospital waiting room, wearing a blue surgical mask

Masks are required in the cancer ward, which will be a comfort when I come back for treatment

A man with short hair and bushy facial hair stands in a garden outside a hospital

Outside the hospital

A close up of a man, his beard is as shaggy as before but his moustache is much, much messier than it was before he put on the mask

Masks: great for keeping out germs, terrible for moustaches

A man with short hair and bushy facial hair lies in bed with an orange cat obscuring most of his head and all his torso

Big orange head ❤️