Cancer Selfies

Saturday September 17, 2022

The bottle is gone

Cycle 1, Day 3

The chemo bottle has been removed. It was good to get out of the apartment, and I'm going to need to balance getting out with how low I feel on days 1-3. I wasn't going to get Tomara, but I take frequent emergency washroom breaks, now, and the mall in Barrie has the cleanest washrooms with the lowest human density (fast food is much much more crowded). Anyways, this charmer called to me and I have poor impulse control.

The next one I'm allowed to get for myself is after the end of the sixth cycle.

I wanted to post more, but my hydro's been out since early this afternoon and I don't have the light to do it. Tomorrow, perhaps.

A man with long green hair and a surgical mask stands in an elevator

Going up to the inpatient cancer center to have the bottle removed

A man with long green hair and a surgical mask stands in a hospital waiting room with white walls

Cancer ward waiting room

A man with long green hair and a beard sits in a car with seatbelt done up

It's done, it's gone, it feels good, but some of the feelings linger

A man with long green hair and a beard pokes his head into frame from the side, the photo centres on a blue, red and purple Squishmallow penguin

Tomara! Safe for the trip home

Friday September 16, 2022

The first chemo bottle day

Cycle 1, Day 2

I still have my take home bottle of chemo, it'll be removed late tomorrow morning. I'm not sure which of the drugs caused it, but I threw up last night. I've mostly slept since all day, but did get to see my parents before they returned to Northern Ontario for a few days. I had three phone calls (two followup, one scheduled) and I'm exhausted.

A man with green hair and a beard lays in bed, looking exhausted

From the comments

James Petrosky: The bathroom of a chemotherapy patient is considered potentially hazardous. Other humans can use it so long as they follow a few ground rules, but animals are not allowed in.

Some animals are extremely offended at this

James Petrosky: I tried to capture it, but the lighting wasn't great, the dark blue pouch on my torso attacked to the belt I bought in Peru over a decade ago (and finally found its use) is the chemo bottle. It's a lot less of a pain than I thought it would be, the only slight challenge is keeping Thomasin away from a fun fun springy hose. She's been good, though.

An orange cat lies in bed, being pet by someone who only has a hand in frame, Photo 1

I'm in good paws

An orange cat lies in bed, being pet by someone who only has a hand in frame, Photo 2 An orange cat lies in bed, being pet by someone who only has a hand in frame, Photo 3

Even if she did immediately start biting me right after the last photo

An orange cat lies in bed, being pet by someone who only has a hand in frame, Photo 4

Detente

Thursday September 15, 2022

The first visit to the chemo suite

Cycle 1, Day 1

I expected that to be a lot worse.

A man with green hair and a beard sits in a computer chair and holds an orange cat at eye level, Photo 1

She's not the smartest cat, but she's very sweet and can be quite empathetic

A man with green hair and a beard sits in a computer chair and holds an orange cat at eye level, Photo 2

The calming effect I need

A man with green hair and a beard sits in a computer chair and holds an orange cat at eye level, Photo 3

She might not agree though

A man with green hair and a beard sits in a computer chair and holds an orange cat at eye level, Photo 4

🧡🧡🧡

A man with green hair and a beard sits in a nondescript room with a surgical mask

You can't see it, but I'm on the chemotherapy

A man with green hair and a beard sits in a computer chair with a tired, dazed look

You can't tell, but I'm on my take home bottle chemotherapy (although I'm so wiped out you kind of can)
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