Cancer Selfies

Oct 23, 2022

21:48

Oct 22, 2022

22:24

Good days pay for the chemo days

Cycle 3 Day 10

We're getting what's likely to be a final reprieve before the winter descends upon us, and I intend to take best advantage of it.

Back at the start of this, I said the currency you spend is the feeling of normal. We left normal behind months ago. The new currency is the little experiences I can jam into my good days. Seeing a raccoon, petting a dog, talking to someone I haven't seen in a while (or have, and want to talk to again), interacting with all of you. Little things. And I need to save up enough so I can pay the toll and make it through The Chemo Days.

A man is wearing a toque with triangular flaps that cover the ears, sitting in a reclining lawn chair

I got this hat in Peru

A man is wearing a toque, and is holding a cordless drill menacingly over two large pumpkins

I'm the slasher in a Pumpkin Horror Movie

A man is wearing a toque, reclining in a lawn chair, and holding an otomatone, an electronic musical insturment shaped like a music note

I still can't play the otomatone

A man is wearing a toque, standing in front of bright red sumac leaves A man with long green hair is hugging a black standard poodle

Bessie is too squirmy and impulsive, she's hard to take pictures with

A man with long green hair is hugging a golden labradoodle, her whole face is visible

Pictures with Annie are easy
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Oct 21, 2022

20:59

Oct 20, 2022

20:59

Avastin, again

Cycle 3, Day 8

Today was a much better day than yesterday. I threw up today. Quite a few times. But it was an overall good day. Never in my life did I expect to be here, but life can be strange sometimes.

This cycle we added a new drug to my chemotherapy cocktail. I'd been on something called Folfiri, which is a mixture of three drugs used to treat stage four colon cancer (and probably other things, too). This time we added a drug called Avastin. Avastin is used to treat a wider variety of cancers, and, very generally, acts to restrict blood vessels to tumors.

However, none of these drugs are targeted. And Avastin has some wicked side effects. I've had crippling headaches all week, and I suspect that my recent vomiting is also related. Happily, I have an appointment with my symptom management doctor next week, so I'm certain we'll be able to either resolve, or at least make manageable, these side effects.

A man with long green hair wearing a brown corderoy coat and red scarf sits in a car after dark

When I take a car selfie, I try and do it with style. Too bad my BURN THE GOAT pin isn't visible (look up Gävle Goat for more info)

A man with long green hair sits on a computer chair, with an orange cat on his lap

She has become somehow more cuddly lately.
 ·Tags:  Pre-Surgery Chemo  Chemotherapy  Course 1  Long Hair  Full Hair  Green Hair  No Beard  Thomasin  Avastin  Car

Oct 19, 2022

22:13

Avastin, side effects and mortality

Cycle 3, Day 7

Its been a suboptimal couple of days. The new chemotherapy drug, Avastin, has new and exciting side effects that I was simply unprepared for. Avastin's purpose is to starve tumors of blood vessels, so it's a very important part of my treatment, but in doing that (I think) it's been giving me neck stress headaches. Yesterday, I made a delicious chilli, and ate too much of it. A mistake I hope to never make again, because the side effects have been making me suffer all day. I haven't been able to keep down over the counter medicines to help with any of the symptoms (I've called the hotline, I'm not in danger). I see a doctor for symptom management next week, as well as my oncologist, so these problems will be addressed soon.

To compound my difficulties, I've had two long phone calls - one, yesterday, with the cancer centre's social worker and mental health generalist, and while its fantastic to know (and like) my mental health professionals, my personal, pre cancer, history is heavy enough, and discussing how its evolved since August was draining before the side effects got mixed in. Today I spoke with a home care coordinator, mostly as an intake appointment, but we touched on the evolving nature of my needs. Friends, if this has been too much, duck out now. It's fine, I love and care about you all, I need to share this but you don't need to see it.

Right now, my needs are very basic. I need PICC maintenance once a week. We touched on how pain management tends to go, and the role home care nurses play as people move from lighter opiates, to more serious ones, to long acting ones to pumps, and how keeping good records on use makes it easier to justify stronger medications when the time comes. We talked how more time in bed can lead to bed sores, the early warning signs and the waitlists for PSWs and physical therapists. We talked end of life, mainly the where of it. Not because it's imminant, but because I have all my mental faculties now and need to be thinking about these things.

It's been an exhausting few days. And side effects have stolen some of my precious good days. But we soldier on. The chili was perfect, I've learned that I should be grazing rather than taking large meals, Thomasin has been paying her rent with wonderful cuddles, the birds and squirrels have been a source of delight all day. It's been a tough few days, but I've had much, much worse, and the next few days are hopefully looking up.

A man with long green hair wears pajamas while laying in bed, photo 1 A man with long green hair wears pajamas while laying in bed, photo 2

From the comments

James Petrosky: I wouldn't have written the hidden paragraph if I wasn't comfortable talking about it, but please either nest your comments carefully or message me directly. I'll get to you all as I have the energy.

James Petrosky: If you were close to me during any of the times my depression and later bipolar disorder flared up, you know I have no problem discussing difficult health issues. I have similar intentions here, serious health problems affect us all and need to be better normalized. I find Dave Warnock, a long time atheist/secularist activist who was diagnosed with ALS a few years ago, and has been very public about how that's affected his life, from diagnosis to end, to be inspiring and more than a little bit of an inspiration for these posts. His Dying Out Loud was important to me before all of this happened, and has taken a new importance since.

I have not accepted end yet. I'm very hopeful about surgery, and feel like I'm due for a win when it comes to the outcome of that surgery. But it's been an emotional couple of months, and the hardest week since I started chemo, and friends, I have no intention of hiding this messy stuff for you.

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Oct 16, 2022

21:34

Signs of winter

Cycle 3 Day 4

Its been over a year since the then unknown pain stole my preferred sleeping position (on my side, body pillow between knees to help with my back) from me and forced increasingly elaborate pillow piles to prop myself up to find rest. And today, today I successfully had the most restful nap in that old position. Because of the PICC, I can only lay on one side, and I can't do it while I'm receiving chemotherapy, but this counts as a major quality of life win. I'm choosing not to read anything more into it, but I am excited to share the news with my oncologist next week.

They've closed down the beach for the season, and left me with a forest of signs. Two of three restaurants are closed until the spring, and I plan one more takeout poutine from the last if it's still open this coming weekend. The normal cycles of ends and restarts are always a thing I like to mark, to notice, but they seem especially bittersweet right now. Fortunately there are these small victories (and the fact that the best poutine in the area is open year round)

A man with long green hair wearing is wearing a high visibility raincoat in front of several parking signs, which have been stored together for the winter

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Oct 12, 2022

21:34

Ending cycle 2

Cycle 2 Day 14

I spent a few hours at the cancer centre today, having my once per cycle checkup with the oncologist, and getting blood drawn to monitor a few things, most importantly to me immune system counts (mine are pretty good, given my situation). While there I once again browsed the library of pamphlets. I counted twenty five different specific cancer type pamphlets, only four had photos of people who might have been my age. Three of the four were reproductive cancers. The remainder, including colon, featured people decades older.

I'm very tired, my mood has fallen a bit, but I'm ready to start Cycle 3.

A man with long green hair wearing a light blue shirt and surgical mask sits next to a window in a hospital waiting room

In Royal Victoria Health Centre's Cancer Centre waiting room

A man with long green hair wearing a light blue shirt hugs a black standard poodle on a couch

My favourite poodle ❤️
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Oct 10, 2022

21:34

Oct 09, 2022

15:06

Scarves are way more useful now

Cycle 2 Day 11

Last week I noticed that my hair was thinning noticeably. Today I noticed that my facial hair is following the same pattern. But I was able to be the most physically active I've been in nearly a year today. I was limited by dinner time, not nap time, for the first time since at least the spring. The side effects are difficult, and even though it can never be a cure, the treatment works, and it's worth all the hair loss.

A man with long green hair wearing a sweater with a bear wearing a sweater on it stands in front of a mirror with a a window sticker that looks like dripping blood on it

Haunted mirror

A man with long green hair wearing a brown corderoy jacket and red scarf satands in front of a wetland

Back at the marsh

A man with long green hair shows off his sweater with a bear wearing a cable knitt sweater on it

Sweater bear sweater is the best sweater

A man with long green hair wearing a green sweater, brown corderoy jacket and red scarf stands in front of a tree who's leaves have turned all colours, red through yellow, Photo 1

I like scarves normally, but they've become a lifesaver to me now. They're the easiest layer to remove or replace, and are much easier to carry than a sweater or coat. They've become an item I always have around rather than one I wear December-February

A man with long green hair wearing a green sweater, brown corderoy jacket and red scarf stands in front of a tree who's leaves have turned all colours, red through yellow, Photo 2

Autumn colours

A man with long green hair wearing a green sweater, brown corderoy jacket and red scarf stands in front of some shrubs, most have lost their leaves

This was supposed to better feature that exploded cattail over my shoulder

A man with long hair is holding a sparkler, his features are difficult to make out but is wearing the same clothes as previous pictures. It is dark and the clouds are lit by a bright moon, which is not in frame

The sky menace with spikes of cloud

From the comments

James Petrosky: The cattail, in its fluffy magnificence A cattail plant is visible. The brown part at the top has dried and broken open, fluffy white seeds are everywhere

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Oct 08, 2022

15:06

Sweater weather forever

Cycle 2 Day 10

Its Thanksgiving weekend in Canada, and we're having our turkey dinner tonight. We rarely have it on Monday, the day Thanksgiving actually falls, because you have more non work days to eat delicious leftovers. This time, it's not work, but the start of Cycle 3 on Thursday, that motivates celebrating early.

To my Canadian friends, I hope you have the Thanksgiving you dream of.

To my non Canadian friends, have a wonderful weekend.

A man with long green hair stands on a sidewalk, a lakeside motel behind him

Dawn, down at the beach

A man with long green hair wears a black shirt and dark green cardigan, behind him is a poster for a fake movie called "Girl with the Stolen Raygun" A man with long green hair wears a brown corderoy jacket and a striped red scarf, he is sitting in a car A man with long green hair stands on a beach, big water behind him

It's cold down at the (other, larger) beach

A man with long green hair sits on top of a picnic table, a forest path behind him A man with long green hair hugs a black standard poodle, only their heads are visible, his facing down, her's facing up

My goof poodle ❤️

A man with long green hair hugs a black standard poodle, who is lying down, a golden labradoodle lays down next to them, but her head is up

My poodle pals

From the comments

James Petrosky: Another of the poodles on their own A black standard poodle and a golden labradoodle sleep in a dog bed, their heads touching

James Petrosky: The menacing October sky of Lake Huron A landscape photo of a desolate looking beach with streaks of dry white sand over dark wet sand, big water broken by many whitecaps, and a sky that promises that winter is coming

James Petrosky: Thanksgiving dinner round these parts (this little cottage, specifically, and not necessarily anywhere else) is a roasted turkey served with fresh (never canned, canned was served at a family gathering once years ago and that faux pas is still talked about), mashed potatos, dressing (no stuffing is served), gravy, boiled turnip and steamed green beans. Peas often replace the beans, but we found some fresh ones this week.

Unfortunately neither of my brothers, nor my partner, could make it. But we do the best with who we have (namely, my parents and the poodles)

James Petrosky: In case you were wondering what we watch on tv during and after dinner, is the United States National Park Service Alaskan bear cam and a collection of webcams in Siberia.

James Petrosky: Sunset at Woodland Beach A boardwalk stretches towards the water, the sky is cloud filled except at the horizon, where its orange

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Oct 07, 2022

15:06

First Thanksgiving after diagnosis

Cycle 2 Day 9

Today is the first properly cool day yet, we've had a some chilly mornings, but days have made it to the double digits. Not so today. Today I learned I'm going to need to get used to wearing a lot more sweaters than I've ever had to before.

I'm choosing to take this as an opportunity rather than a setback, because sweaters are quite nice and I adore cardigans.

A man with long green hair stands in front of red and orange sumac leaves A sepia tone picture of a man wearing a corderoy jacket and flat cap standing in front of the bolder shorline of Lake Huron A man with long green hair stands in front of shrubs with red and yellow leaves, cat tail plans and a marsh A man with long green hair lays his head next to the head of a black standard poodle, both are comforted

 ·Tags:  Pre-Surgery Chemo  Chemotherapy  Course 1  Long Hair  Full Hair  Green Hair  No Beard  Tiny Marsh  Bessie  Thanksgiving

Oct 06, 2022

22:38

First visit to Mt. Sinai

Cycle 2 Day 8

You know those days that feel like overwhelming victories because they went fine rather than catastrophic? I'd file today with those days.

The news is generally good. Mt. Sinai has similar procedures as Royal Victoria does. My case will be presented to the surgical oncology team, who will decide if and when surgery may take place. Typically there are two rounds of chemo (each of six two week blocks, for six months total) before you become a candidate for the surgery.

A man with long green hair stands on a patio, wearing an athletic sweater vest with some pins on it, a Universal Monsters shirt, and a messenger bag

The garden is starting to look spoopy (also today's hospital fashion)

A man with long green hair stands in front of a sumac shrub which has leaves coloured from summer green to a bright autumn red A man with long green hair sits in an old examnation room in a hospital

Somehow I forgot to get one with a hospital sign, but here I am, terrified out of my mind waiting jn a hospital room in a strange city.

A man with long green hair stands on a street across from a brightly lit bar

Balm Beach after dark

A man with long green hair stands on a street across from a brightly lit bar, this photo has been filtered strongly and is now somewhat abstract

Balm Beach after dark redux
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Oct 05, 2022

20:28

Tomorrow I visit Mt. Sinai

Cycle 2, Day 7

Tomorrow I meet the second oncology team. I cannot possibly express how anxious I am. If I am accepted for surgery (which i won't find out tomorrow) and if it goes exceedingly well, I could be free and have an almost normal life. But that's a lot of ifs. And I'm terrified that I'm not going to be a good candidate. And everything that entails. But I'm trying to stay hopeful, and if absolutely nothing else I'll know a lot more tomorrow by this time.

(What I don't need or want is any false assurances right now. I don't need to be told to stay positive, my moods are stable and toxic positivity is as dangerous as negativity. The best way to show support for me over the next day is with photos of adorable or delightful things and creatures. Please respect my wishes in this, but also please don't come down on anyone who doesn't see all this right away or interprets it differently. I'm an adult and I'll engage as I feel the need to. I love you all)

A man with long green gives a black standard poodle a hug, holding her in place to take the photo

Bessie didn't care for my new selfie stick

A man with green hair wearing a swetter sits on the sand in front of a dune with some birth trees on it, everything is golden coloured from the light of the sun

Autumn is the dunes of Wasaga is something else

A man with green hair wearing a swetter stands in front of a sand dune with trees on it, the sun shines on him and half the dune

More dunes

A man with green hair wearing a swetter sits on the soft white sand in front of a shrub which has lost most of its leaves

I found a quiet spot for a quick sit down

A man with green hair wearing a swetter sits on the soft white sand, in the background Lake Huron and the Blue Mountains, the sky is bright with the colours of sunset

From the comments

James Petrosky: I edited the one photo I said I wasn't going to and now I really like it so I'll just shove it here A man with green hair wearing a swetter sits on the soft white sand, in the background Lake Huron and the Blue Mountains, the sky is bright with the colours of sunset

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Oct 03, 2022

17:16

Back at the marsh

Cycle 2, Day 5

Immediately noticeable side effects were pretty easy this time. I've learned how to properly take my side effect medicine, especially the one for nausea. My energy levels are back near where they were on last day 14.

But it was a bad weekend for my hair. After carefully brushing out a mat that developed over the weekend (probably started earlier, I've been really scared to touch it at all) I lost half a sink full. I knew this was coming.

A man with long green hair stands in front of a tree

Today I speak for the trees

A branch with leaves and unripe berries is in centre frame, a man with long green hair stands off to the left of it

I didn't intend for this plant to be in frame, but I'm going to try again sometime.

A man with long green hair sits on a bench on a narrow dirt road through a wetland

Waiting for my Catbus

A human is photographed from behind, only long green hair is visible, a road and wetland are visible

No geese, few ducks, two swans.

A man with long green hair sits on the ground, looking tired, on the side of a path through a wetland

I overdid it, I should have done the 2km walk, not the 3.5km one. I've just realized my mistake, but I already passed half way, so I have to keep going.

A man with long green hair sits on the ground, photographed through several blades of grass

The giant blade of grass at the middle left ruined a bunch or the great photos because it is a cruel abstraction

A man with long green hair lays in bed, an orange cat with wide eyes lies in front of him, a large Squishmallow fish next to him

I moved the Squishmallows to their hammocks and Thomasin is instantly happy to have her fifth favourite napping spot back. She immediately came for a snuggle and even let take this photo

From the comments

James Petrosky: My catbus has arrived

A repeat of the photo of a man sitting on a bench, with a Catbus from My Neighbor Totoro in the foreground

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Sep 29, 2022

17:21

Sep 28, 2022

20:19

I already know cycle two will be easier

Cycle 1 Day 14

Tomorrow starts Cycle 2. There will likely be six cycles, then some more testing, and then we'll know how well all of this is working.

I'm feeling a lot more calm and comfortable this time. I've got a good idea what's coming (three days of barely getting out of bed, one or two more feeling pretty rough), but I know I can expect the rest of the cycle to bring some energy and a lot more joy than I've been used to the previous couple of months.

Photo is black and white, a man with long hair stands on a beach with choppy waters and a dramatic sky

I love the fall clouds over Georgian Bay

A man with long green hair sits on a beach in front of a short tree growing out of the sand

The tree is pretty neat, but you should have seen the fossil coral on the rock I used as a support for the camera (I forgot to get a photo sorry)

A man with long green hair stands on a quiet cottage street, a few jackpines are in the background, sculpted by the wind

Can you tell which way the wind blows by the pines?

A man with long green hair stands on a beach, the water is choppy and the sky cloudy

Wasaga Beach #17

A man with long green hair stands on a grassy hill, the sky is cloudy A man with long green hair stands on a grassy hill in front of some trees, the sky is cloudy A man with long green hair stands on a grassy hill, the water is visible in the background

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Sep 27, 2022

22:56

Cancer can spoil art for you

Cycle 1 Day 13

A short and not comprehensive list of songs I've had to remove from my playlists since being diagnosed with cancer:

  • Kettering by The Antlers
  • Easy/Lucky/Fred by Bright Eyes

There are certainly others, but these found themselves removed today.

I want to reiterate how wonderful you've all been, how much your kind words and Facevook reactions mean to me. You all mean so much to me, thank you all so much for existing ❤️

A man with green hair sits in a computer chair inside, with larged stuffed Gengar on his lap A man with green hair leans against a support post at night A man with green hair poses on a beach at night with the lights across the bay

From the comments

Mica: Have you seen the anime short of the little girl who gets turned into a gengar? So cute

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Sep 26, 2022

21:03

Things are already going better after one cycle

Cycle 1, Day 12

I haven't felt this good in months. My pain levels, while still much higher than my pre cancer baseline, haven't been this good in months. I have energy, apatite, drive. Chores are caught up, projects are being done, hobbies being perused. But there's so much to do before Cycle 2 starts Thursday.

A man with long green hair wearing a hooded sweater vest sits in a car

Laundromat selfies are practically a requirement now

A man with long green hair wearing a hooded sweater vest stands at a breakwater, hair blowing in the wind, Photo 1

Its fucking wimdy

A man with long green hair wearing a hooded sweater vest stands at a breakwater, hair blowing in the wind, Photo 2 A man with long green hair wearing a hooded sweater vest stands at a breakwater, hair blowing in the wind, Photo 3 A man with long green hair wearing a hooded sweater vest stands at a breakwater, hair blowing in the wind, Photo 4 A man with long green hair wearing a hooded sweater vest is on a beach next to a no smoking sign A man with long green hair wearing a hooded sweater vest is on a boardwalk in front of coniferous trees missing bark

From the comments

David: So you can do this ?

James Petrosky: David I'm going to keep going for sure. It's not a war or a battle, it's a seige. I'll hold as long as I can.

James Petrosky: I saw my poodle pal today ❤️ A hand gives a golden labradoodle a chin scratch It was almost too dark for her goofy face A black standard poodle with a shaggy head crooks her head at the camera

 ·Tags:  Pre-Surgery Chemo  Chemotherapy  Course 1  Long Hair  Full Hair  Green Hair  No Beard  Midland  Balm Beach  Pain  Seige

Sep 25, 2022

23:46

Making the most of my time, Midland edition

Cycle 1 Day 11

Cycle one is drawing to a close and I have A Lot of appointments this week. And I know I'll be bedridden for the first five days of cycle two at least, so there's a lot to do. But for now, I keep busy, I work on projects, I find water birds in new and exciting places. It's not the life I expected, but I'll still make it mine.

A man with long green hair and no beard wears a mask in front of some nature art

Public art in downtown Midland, Ontario

A man with long green hair and no beard wears a mask in front of a painting of a common loon

Honestly I think I like loons more than geese, they're a magnificent and haunting bird, geese are just what we deserve. Also, I absolutely love geese as much as I say I do. My love for loons is passionate, but silent.

A man with long green hair and no beard sits in a car showing off a Squishmallow sticker book A man with long green hair and no beard wears a high visibility raincoat on a dark night

A nice thing about being a trades person is having excellent practical outer wear. Balm Beach has no street lights, but I was extremely visible (dancing badly to Firework, no less) and completely dry.

A man with long green hair and no beard wears a high visibility raincoat on a dark night, his hair is wet A man with long green hair and no beard wears a high visibility raincoat in front of a port hole like window

 ·Tags:  Pre-Surgery Chemo  Chemotherapy  Course 1  Long Hair  Full Hair  Green Hair  No Beard  Squishmallow  Midland  Balm Beach

Sep 23, 2022

21:43

I learned to paint my nails

Cycle 1, Day 8

This cycle is now more than half over. I'm looking forward to my next visit to the chemo lounge with some trepidation, knowing now what it's going to bring, but also with the knowledge that I do physically feel a lot more well with treatment than without. My quality of life has not been better in months.

However, I have to visit the hospital Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday and Saturday for consultations, bloodwork, treatment, and other care. Being sick is exhausting, but beautiful fall days (that I forgot to document) like today make the whole mess so very worth it

A man with long green hair and no beard shows off his green painted fingernails

I gained a new skill!

A man with long green hair and no beard stands outside in front of a tree with leaves An animated GIF where man with long green hair and no beard holds an orange cat who is cleaning herself

I gained two new skills!

A man with long green hair and no beard holds an orange cat who is sleeping contentedly

From the comments

James Petrosky: Also I think I have a problem A kitchen chair is on a green grass lawn, four Halloween themed Squishmallows sit on it

James Petrosky: I'm not great yet, but I have lots of time to practice Photo of a hand with green painted nails

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